one of my many questions!

so lately i have been felling really bored due to the fact that i have only have 4 days off from work and then 3 days of work. plus its the summer. so my boss doesn't want me to come in to much an also doesn't want to pay over time for it. so I'm at home most of my day and I'm with my beautiful baby girl Savannah. so my day gets better that way. but the many things i think about in my day is, " Am I a Good Mother" i know growing up, people said " one day Tiff you'll have your own and you'll make a really great mom." that's because i love playing with children and being around them and also having Savannah i feel complete.
but that one question bugged me for awhile. " Am I a Good Mother" i mean i have nights were i stay up so late making sure Savannah's okay and then not even waking up till 11 the next day. then i feel guilty that RJ is doing all the work while i rest and sleep. so with this silly question, i asked RJ, "Do you think I'm a good mom". he answers me saying " why do you ask". me " well i don't feel like a good mom because your taking her all the time and I'm resting most of my day and i just feel guilty that your doing most of the work during the day and I'm not". the answer he gave me made me think that wow hes right... "Of course your a good mom, the reason i take her so much is because you got to hold her for 10 months. so i take her so you can have you time and i can let you rest. geese you even got cut open for her, so that's why i take her." and with that i smiled and a silly question had been answered. then i commented with a joke "so know shes 2 months, you have about 8 more months than you can give her back right?"

sometimes i think it was just a dream when i gave that beautiful little girl life. heck even the puck from her proves that she loves me and i love her.