its been a little more than 6 weeks

so a lot has happened and I'm excited to say that Savannah is doing great.  she is healthy and happy... when her diaper isn't wet and when shes not hungry. I'm getting married and yeah i haven't told anyone because well idk its going to be small. and for those of you who know me, well im not a big wedding kind of person. lol I'm not even the wearing white kind of person. lol
so not only have i been watching Savannah grow this past 6 weeks, i have also been asking questions like WHY? why do you have to do grow up. i like you being a baby. i can play with you and dress you the way i want. and for the record, i will not say this often. but I'm so glad i had a little girl. its so much fun dressing her up and seeing what kind of child she is. i mean she is such a character and shes not even 2  months yet.

well with all this excitement, i have had my own drama, with certain family members and also certain friends. but the big thing I'm worried about is that my mind will be changed, and ill get hurt. so i had 2 friends come out to me, and said that they really like me. and want more than just friends. well one friend is willing to be my friend. hes a dad on top of it.
the other how ever... well he wants more than friendship, and its gotten to the point where i don't want to lose him as a friend, and i don't want more than what I'm giving and that is just being a friend. ahh i hate drama.

any way, know i have 2 more friends that are due the same day and when they complain i sympathies. only cuz i know what they are going through. i was there 6 weeks ago. girls if you read this, member I'm always here and i love you both, i can help with any questions you have.
so know ladies and gentlemen, i have to go put my little one back in her crib, and i need a bit of rest.
if you have a comment, leave it, i would love to hear your opinions.

3 weeks

So its already been 3 weeks since i gave life to a beautiful baby girl Savannah Grace, and its also been since 3 weeks since i could even push a vacuum around. yeah i'm on restriction till my  postpartum apt. which sucks in a huge way.
but you know i'm enjoying my time off. i have a little cousin on the way and a niece or nephew on the way. plus twins from friends. wow what a baby boom. so since then its been great plus my self esteem has defiantly been risen. loosing 4 dress sizes and also 20 lbs. i do enjoy that. but i still have more to do before i can say i'm completely happy with my body. but of course i have to wait till my postpartum apt.
so whats been going on with me, well 1. i had the baby( who is getting bigger and bigger by the second and way more prettier than her mommy every day.)( which i really don't mind)
2. i did have a c section  so thats why its taking me a long time to get anything done that i want. i'm not in a lot of pain but doc wants me to relax
3. lost the weight.
4. have more projects to do so im happy im keeping my crafty hand working.

so yeah thats whats been going on. wow i just realized i do have a busy life. lol