its been a little more than 6 weeks

so a lot has happened and I'm excited to say that Savannah is doing great.  she is healthy and happy... when her diaper isn't wet and when shes not hungry. I'm getting married and yeah i haven't told anyone because well idk its going to be small. and for those of you who know me, well im not a big wedding kind of person. lol I'm not even the wearing white kind of person. lol
so not only have i been watching Savannah grow this past 6 weeks, i have also been asking questions like WHY? why do you have to do grow up. i like you being a baby. i can play with you and dress you the way i want. and for the record, i will not say this often. but I'm so glad i had a little girl. its so much fun dressing her up and seeing what kind of child she is. i mean she is such a character and shes not even 2  months yet.

well with all this excitement, i have had my own drama, with certain family members and also certain friends. but the big thing I'm worried about is that my mind will be changed, and ill get hurt. so i had 2 friends come out to me, and said that they really like me. and want more than just friends. well one friend is willing to be my friend. hes a dad on top of it.
the other how ever... well he wants more than friendship, and its gotten to the point where i don't want to lose him as a friend, and i don't want more than what I'm giving and that is just being a friend. ahh i hate drama.

any way, know i have 2 more friends that are due the same day and when they complain i sympathies. only cuz i know what they are going through. i was there 6 weeks ago. girls if you read this, member I'm always here and i love you both, i can help with any questions you have.
so know ladies and gentlemen, i have to go put my little one back in her crib, and i need a bit of rest.
if you have a comment, leave it, i would love to hear your opinions.